So many of my sentences start with 'I wish'

I wish I could make my mind up about certain things in my life. The way my oppinions fluctuate annoys the crap out of me. I can be so against drinking and doing drugs and stuff one week and not see a problem with it the next week. It's not even down to personal experience. I should just stop over thinking things. It'll actually drive me insane.

I've had a massive blister on my tongue for the last week or so. It was unbearable the last two days but it's starting to clear up now. I can eat and stuff now without having to cock my head into awkward positions to encourage the food to stay away from it.

I'm planning on watching all the episodes of the OC soon. I've grown to like series like that but I'd have to watch them all in one go. Waiting a week or so between episodes would kill me. I'm also up to dtwith how I met your mother again. It's a grand old show.

My laptop has completely failed me. It now just about turns on. Hurrah! I think I'll wipe it at some point over the next few days.

I got a new car. It's a VW Polo. It feels like driving a bumper car. You can spin the wheel and it'll keep going. Power Steering ftw!

I found out that my gran may have had cancer about a month ago. It's ridiculous how long it took for them to check her properly. Over a month like. What are you playing at? She got the scan for it last week and it's come up clean. I actually thought it was down to the last couple of weeks of her life. It still might be but who knows. She kept saying the other day she wishes God would take her. If living has become so bad for her, then I kinda wish for it too. She's in an awful state. And I can't imagine what my Granddad will be like when it happens. Sigh.