Blackrock, Bray and Dublin Bay

I hate being alone but some of my favorite experiences have been just sitting somewhere by myself and watching the tide come in or walking along beside a body of water with music so loud you can pretend the traffic doesn't exist or that it's the soundtrack to your thoughts or something. There are a few places in this city like that where I go to reflect on what's going on in my life and most are rather difficult to get to. It's nice to have them though and know that they're not going anywhere.

I wish other people enjoyed these sort of things as much as I do.

Friends

I have the best friends. They're all literally the greatest people ever.

I decided the other day that I was fed up of feeling sorry for myself and down all the time so I decided to be happy. And now everything has fallen into place. Any thoughts or insecurities I had a few days ago have gone away and life is fucking amazing again.

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Rose made me a card for V Day. She's the nicest person I've never met.

http://i271.photobucket.com/albums/jj145/Black-Richie/VDaycard.jpg

I wish she'd come to Ireland. :(

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The box has been opened and the cat is dead. Even though it's super disappointing, I'm glad I know.

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Me and Greer had coffee and ice cream last night. The girl serving us was such a bitch. Maybe TOM paid her a visit or something. We had an amazing chat. And then we walked around town for ages. I was having a great time. I was slightly disappointed when we saw people we knew. Oh well. I missed you. I wish we were both happy all the time so everytime we hang out we can be more pleasant instead of cynical like usual.

Myspace

You'd think that someone would read over these things before they're published to everyone's profile. Tards.

It's amazing how well tablets work. I feel like normal now.

Blech

I feel like absolute shit today. I've the worse headache and a horrible cough and everytime I cough I can taste a chest infection so I keep trying not to. I should go home in case my grandparents get sick.
I thought I was dying last night. I was so hot and I didn't know why. Turns out it was just the heating left on. My feet were really cold and I kept shuffling around to get warm but everytime I nearly threw up. Needless to say I stayed home from college. And I had the strangest thoughts as well. I've no idea what that was about.

You should surround yourself with people that pick you up. Not the ones that are constantly bringing you back down.

I less-than-symbol 3 my Rose

She's so much easier to talk to than most other people.

Moving on...

I don't really know how to say what I'd like to say so I'm just going to quote this song and hopefully when I look back over this, I'll know what I wanted to say.

I've got friends in all the right places,
I know what they want and I know they don't want me to stay.

What's your favorite element?

I love when I ask people questions like this and they give me a proper answer.

Me
Gold
It conducts electricity better than any other metal

Kate
Phospherus
I like the way it glows ans fizzes when you put it in water

Dave (Girl from party. Everyone was called Dave)
Hydrogen
Because it only has one electron

Becca
Oxygen
It seems pretty vital to everything

Denise (Aunt)
Mercury
It's used to balance telescopes when you look into space

At previously mentioned party, someone couldn't remember my name so she started calling me Blackberry. Everyone needs to be more like this girl.

The Dundrum Shopping Experience
The Wagamamas Dinner Experience
Juno
Peep Show
An unnecessary amount of beans

I wish some people were better at life.